
"The Bath of psyche" by Frederic Leighton
"We are like actors dragged onto the stage without having learned our lines, with no script and no prompter to whisper stage directions to us. We must decide for ourselves how to live. Man is condemned to be free!"
Jean-Paul Sartre
Pido excusas a Cervantes…
I think I have been dreaming and it’s so real and deep… whether It’s my own life or just a simple dream?
Sometimes appears as a nightmare.
And I question myself, Where am I? Who am I?
I don’t recognize myself!
And suddenly everything turns with another shape, another color, another feeling. I am in front of a mirror, this is a show and I’m part of it! So on, I have to perform my role. There is no script and I have to improvise, my mind is blank. All this is full of confusion.
It’s just a dream…
I am not sure if someone is looking at that mirror and enjoying the show, who knows?
It’s just a dream, yes! I constantly repeat it’s just a dream.
And everyday, every moment, every second this is still a dream. When is this going to end?
When I’m going to wake up?
I’ve experienced different feelings in different moments, which I’ve had to change. Each circumstance makes me feel different. The pain every time is stronger, and I can’t let it go. It’s present, constant, increases.
It this real or I’m still dreaming? I have the feeling this is not going to end.
I’m still in front of the mirror, without knowing the lines, I have to act and I have to decide… This is full of confusion.
I’m at home but this isn’t me.
"Dedica un poco de tiempo cada día a trabajar, así justificarás tu presencia en este mundo.
Dedica un poco de tiempo cada día a leer, descubrirás así que no hay escuela por buena que sea, que pueda enseñarte lo que un rato de buena lectura diariamente.
Dedica un poco de tiempo cada día a orar, así aprenderás que no estas solo ni desamparado en la insondable vastedad del universo.
Dedica un poco de tiempo a reír, encontraras así que solo los seres inteligentes saben reír, y que más inteligentes son si aprenden a reír a veces de sí mismos.
Y dedica mucho tiempo, pero mucho tiempo a amar, así darás felicidad y así serás feliz."
Marco Antonio Toyos Córdova